Omg, had my Leo interview yesterday. I think i screwed it! T.T

The interviewers were really friendly though! :D So unlike my band seniors when i was in secondary 1 :/

Anyway, they were smiling a lot and were even joking about each other and i was just laughing x)

My interviewers were Jiayi (blackhole leader), Joel and this girl (didnt catch her name ><)

When i first went in, jiayi went 'hey manwah!' then the others were like 'she is your..?' and jiayi said 'she was from my group during leo wave!' and i just said 'yeah' lol. Then the joel said something like 'eh never close the door propoerly, minus points, minus points!' in the joking manner and jiayi went 'eh don't bully her uh' lols! They're such funny and nice people!

Jiayi first asked me to introduce myself to them, my name, course, hobbies and interests and i did so like they asked. I said i like making music, was from band and played clarinet. Then joel asked 'just now also got someone from band' and i was thinking 'alicia' cause i saw the list of interviewees x) Then the other girl said 'it was alicia or something?' then i said 'i know her! we were from the same school and band' x) Then joel said 'dont tell me youre a section leader too' and i said 'yeah i was' lols.

I said my interest was in drawing then joel said 'ya ya, everyone likes to draw' and i wanted to say 'i do not draw at that level' but i didnt cause it'll seem thick skin and my drawings aren't exactly that good either xD

Anyway, then jiayi asked 'why do you want to take part in this event?' and in my mind it was like 'i want the points?' xD But that was too materialistic, so i said 'i hate discrimination so i want to help the people see the real light of the world' i also stupidly said 'i asked a friend what it really is about and she said i can meet children' xD

I asked if i could be in another comm if i get into this, they said yes but it'll be very taxing. Then joel asked me what other area am i looking into and i said animals x) then jiayi said if i really wanted animal, they could help me do something about it xD

Jiayi then asked if i didnt get in, would i still help and i just said yes without hesitation xD

Then they asked which one i preferred more and i said both also okay. Then they asked if i would be a better leader or follower and i said follower. Then they asked why and i just said 'i don't know, i think im just a better follower. I just feel like i wont be able to make the most correct decision at that time'. Then joel asked me about what i think a leader is and i said 'someone who makes the right decision?'.

Then jiayi asked me if i had anything else to add on and i just said no. And i left.

Think i screwed it up! T.T When i reached home, i realised 1 more points i could have said to why i want to join the event and that is 'it'll be fun!' T.T

Well, i'm not expecting too much, i dont know~

Got so much homework to do T.T tutorials and projects. Sighh