once in every 4 years

its quite amazing sometimes when you think about it. people in the past must have been really intelligent to even come up with things like these! just look around, things like maths, science (and calendars). but sometimes these things just anger me, sheesh! fancy having to learn a mountain load of maths and science in 10 year's time. well obviously unlike in the past, there wasnt much to learn. cant we just be cavemen and 'hugar-shagar' our way though life. perhaps we human beings (or supposedly 'apes' in the past) wouldnt destroy the earth and let our home planet fall into the pathetic state it is in right now.

its 29th february! okay, that was a totally random statement. but honestly, i dont think ive ever posted on the 29th of february (it would not have been possible because my posting days only started 3 years ago :D), so am making this my first!

this is going to be totally random but here goes: theres a new stall that sold japanese food set up in our school canteen 2 days ago. ive never tried from that stall before and i wonder if its nice. i heard it was okay. perhaps i shall try that on the next coming school day.

horrible! tests, tests and more tests! one more thing! we've already gotten our O levels time table for our written papers and they are horrible! im having social studies paper on my birthday! its so sad! :( A.maths and E.maths are on the same day!! except i cant remember which paper for which maths, but im positive its one paper1 and one paper2. english paper is from morning to night! and i mean night, like it ends at 6.45pm. goodness! how am i to survive for the entire day? i'll be uber tired, unfortunately. gosh, im so bad in my languages, i hate myself!

well well, all this talk has brought me back down to earth. gahh! such horrible impending stress :( i just cant wait for o levels to be over! gosh! hopefully, i'll be able to survive through that.

im such a lousy player! im so disappointed with myself! no matter how hard i try, its never right! sometimes i just cant stop thinking about the band's possible future. sigh.


i wanted to talk about something else and i forgot. haha


ps. chemistry paper 2 is the first paper (excluding chinese) and chemistry paper 1 is the final paper. just great :/ i'll probably not treat the chemistry paper 1 (MCQ) seriously. horrible schedule! ahh! *screams*

at least there is improvement

yay! ive made some improvements in my 2.4km timing :D it actually jumped up by a minute, was quite satisfied with that. well, now i know its my breathing that is problematic and no longer my tired and sore leg muscles.

additionally! some people have been behaving even more strangely these days. its quite odd. but it just makes me feel like laughing, haha! its so weird! all right, all right, i shall stop mocking that person's silly display xD

gawwhh, all my good reeds are officially dead :( i sound so horrible now, so disappointing. theyre either hard or too thin, anyhow, theyre all airy! so annoying!

oh yes, congratulations to four seven for winning the inter-class literature drama competition! :D you know, how i wish my class as united as yours some times :/

all righty then, off i go! hopefully, i can finally reduce the amount of time spent on the computer :D

Jumper!

went out to watch a movie today. and from the title, its obvious what ive watched. well, what can i say, it was a really really visually satisfying and cool movie! the action and the occassional humour fitted nicely in and all. i would frankly say it was definitely a must watch :D though they didnt exactly show what happened to the other guy in the ending, it was still great! i thought that griffin guy was quite funny xD

well anyway! i shall not spoil it for the people who've not watched it yet :D

gahh! tests are coming back again :/ im not used to this life yet, i just hope i can get myself studying every week or so for these freaking tests >:/ and yes, o levels is drawing near :( very quickly, half a month's passed! its already nearing the end of the first term. scary! and so is our annual fantasia concert. i have yet to master all the pieces! im so dead :( i just cant get myself into sitting and practising! very disappointing. and of course, the juniors. sigh. i shall not continue.

ps. i want to watch ah long pte ltd, well it seems funny xD and along with a lot of other movies. oh goodness, the o levels year! *brings self back to reality :( *

Happy Chinese New Year!

here's another chinese new year. and i have to say that one year has passed so quickly! i realised i have always been saying that :/ well we all agree?

how annoying! i woke up on chinese new year's day itself with a sore throat :( my mum says its the nutella that ive been eating for the past 2 breakfast. she claims that shes got a bit of a sore throat after eating it too. perhaps the company added too much cocoa powder into the one i bought xD

everyone gathered at our grandparents' yesterday for the 'lou hei'. well, we did it twice cause some more people came later the night. oh hmm, i thought yesterday was quite all right. though quieter than the previous years for some odd reason. i got to see my nephew again, since the previous new year if im not wrong. and my new baby cousin. not so much of a baby now i think. around a toddler? and! theres a new addition to the family! another nephew xD

i was carrying him this morning when we went over to another relative's house. my cousin (his father) told me the baby weighed 8kg. well, obviously i didnt know how heavy 8kg was. but after carrying him for merely 2minutes, my left hand got so tired! and after i let go of him, my left hand would start to shiver whenever i raise it xD haha terrible stamina i have :D but now its okay.

uhhuh, a new year followed by new beginnings. well i guess this year, my 4-year story is about to end. waaa, how terribly stressful :( anyway, stupid sore throat >:( i'll stop here now. once again

happy new year to everyone :D enjoy it while it lasts :D

:'(

i feel all funny inside. besides the fact that its the o levels year for us, i dont exactly know what. but it feels empty. its been almost 10years in IJ. and these secondary years are the fastest to pass. i remember the days when i was thinking about the need to pass another 4 long years, but in just practically a few blinks of the eye, its almost the end of the 4 years. and i'll have to leave the school and enter a new life.

well, i know most of the people will most probably enter JCs. im still not so sure as to where to head for. if i go into a poly, then i wont be able to see all the other people anymore :( but this isnt exactly a sad factor.

just on a totally random note, why am i so lousy in ss/hist? im so disappointed with myself. horrible! this is one of the minor sad factors xD

anyway, stepping down may be another sad factor for me. 3 years (not all were good) of 'band-ing'. i guess its kind of sad now that i have to leave it. additionally, the standard is really dropping :( another minor sad factor. i was wondering am i the only one thinking about so many things right now? i feel like the only worrying for o levels. everytime i ask the people around me, they seem so relaxed :/

i was standing at the 159 bus stand in the interchange yesterday and was randomly thinking of band 2 years ago, when i was sec2. i faintly remember how my section was treated and got rather, hmmm im not sure what i was feeling. but this flickering feeling of sadness and anger xD i probably shouldnt be putting up all these things here :/ well well, if any old senior who graduated in 2006, just wanted to say that.. i really hated some of you. not being grudgeful or emo here. but just wanted you all to know what b*t*h*s some of you were.

right right, lets not reminisce on things like that.