o levels is officially in about 2 months time! shit i havent started revision at all!

sighh.. i know im doomed! prelims' coming and ive not started studying.

additionally! the school's making us stay back til 4pm everyday! tests practically everyday of the week. how the hell am i expected to study for the other subjects. and more importantly, for prelims! oh gosh :(

apparently, my maths teacher just said that she'll be giving a LOT of homework from next week onwards. and when she says a lot, im expecting 6 pages, font 9, maths questions. thats like a few million questions! its insane! how the shit will i be able to study for the other topics?

sundays are kind of reserved for relaxing a little and i still have to visit my grandparents house. im in deep shit! urgh :(

now i got to write testimonials for myself. as if bragging wasnt hard enough. sheesh!



anyway! i may not post for a long time due to time constraint. id better gear towards my priorities now :)

this is so uber cool!



its Nick Pitera Singing One Sweet Day Mariah Carey Boyz 2 Men.



and here hes singing a whole new world from aladdin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINXIN! (our lovely newest band majorette, xinhui!) whoo! youre a year older now :) oh dear, aging population~ :D

well, anyway, cant believe my life is about to end soon. i mean look at it. 6 more weeks til prelims and i'll obviously be counting to its end. followed by another 5 weeks til o levels. and during that 5 weeks, everyone would be mugging like crazy, so it'll pass fast! then its finally the Os! and once again, another countdown to its end.

that'll be 12 nov for me :( so long! its way passed my birthday! *weeps* then 2 days later, its prom night! goodness, how am i supposed to prepare anything to wear or whatever! theres simply not enough time :( well, time flies now! very quickly, secondary life for me is going to end. i never thought the Os would come so quickly, it felt like yesterday when i just became a secondary 4 student.

gosh, i seriously think i need physics and chemistry tuition! im getting lost! organic chemistry's a killer! physics' still so-so i guess, hopefully i can apply the knowledge, at least no complicated formulas now :)

and on a random note: my mum thinks i might die anytime xD she says that i have no vitamins and all cause i always have no lunch, and rely on junk food for afternoon survivals. she says i might just faint and die before O levels xD so i told her to only hire a maid after the O levels. i mean, im so used to having no one else at home (lesser distraction). this is essential especially when im studying, cant have someone walk around the house, distracting me from the corner of my eye :)

so yes, i hope i can get used to the fact that there'll be this person walking in my house after o levels :( well anyway, i hope my mother doesnt get into a "fight" or whatever with the maid again or something xD hmm, in fact, my mother's actually the troublesome one, not me xD

all right, i feel bad for hanging round the computer for too long! gosh, like what my cousin said: "dont stress yourself too much!" yeah.. dont stress, but look at the people around me :/ how can i say im not?

cant help but linger

i know i know, this is probably my 3rd or 4th post about stepping down or so. but i cant help but linger round these memories and wonderful times ive had with everyone!

sometimes it feels kind of warm inside. its like seeing your own children grow up.

i just received a text message from our beloved new asl, valerie! informing me of an announcement about the photo orders. well, when i first saw it, i cant help but think.. "theyre spreadin their little wings to fly now".

from when i first joined band and watched my seniors, batch by batch, stepped down and graduated. slowly, i myself became a senior and took charge of all my lovely juniors. and now, its actually time for me to step down and graduate myself.

im finally seeing all my juniors stepping up, i cant help but feel fuzzy and warm. so this is what a parent feels like xD

and yes, i'll definitely miss everyone! my lovely clarinetist juniors! fellow band members!

and yes,

SARAH rocks! (by request :D)
SERENA does too!

and followed by all my other juniors! and my fellow 'graduatees'!

thank all of you for giving me such a wonderful experience in the band! i feel like part of my life's been completed :) i guess you can say that this is my first time having a cca that enables me to feel like home :)

YOU GUYS ROCK!

and i shall come back and visit you all :D see your progress :D and perhaps even come back to play with you all in any concerts as an alumni :DD hope there are enough instruments xD

i hope you all dont forget me :D cause i know i will definitely NOT forget you all!

<3