Oh i can't believe it's coming :D

anyway. Prelim is really exhausting. I've been waiting since 3 weeks ago for it to end. Sheesh, and look at where i am now. Well at least, it is coming to an end soon (my second last paper tmr), but it's still slow passing :(

I can't imagine O levels. That's the time whereby it's purely waiting for a whole month of papers to end :/ Why can't they just put papers 1 and 2 together, sheesh. Such nonsense. At this rate, i think i'm going to die of exhaustion even before the O level starts.

Then again, the long wait will pay off quite well :D freedom at last! Got a whole list of things planned out for after the Os, yay!

Oh that's right, today's Mid-Autumn Festival. It's a pity my friends and i didn't get the chance to celebrate this :( The only time we'll be free to play with candles and sparklers will be after prelims and that's next week, sigh~ And by then, the whole festivity will be over :(

I can't help to repeat this over and over again, so just let me rant about the waiting time from now til the end of the Os xD I think i've already done a few posts talking about this, haha.

Ahh! Really, i can't wait for this to end! Hmm, sometimes when i look at other people, i really wonder..

You know when people study for school based papers and all, i wonder if they put their all into studying. Some people around me just look as if they didn't. As for me, i try to put my all into studying, but is it really enough? Everyone talks about the O level, it's some major and very important exam. Somehow, i just don't feel secure about the way i study.

The reason why people may not study as much as i do, is perhaps because of the fact that it's not O levels yet. Maybe they'll put their 200% into studying for it while i put in my usual percentage of hardwork, like what i always do for school based papers :( I guess this is my insecurity. But really, what can i do? Sometimes, i just feel that i've already done all that i can do.


...I don't know :( I just hope what i do is enough to get me my desired results :(