I must the unluckiest ka-shit ever!

Had OBSE lecture this morning. Felt the wonders of friends :) I love them! :D

Didn't absorb a lot of what was taught during the lecture :/ I can't stand this feeling, but it's simply too not conducive with everyone talking away, it's just distracting. The lecturer's words also can't really be heard clearly :/ And i haven't bought the OBSE textbook.

Went for lunch with Harlene after lecture at canteen 2. We decided to try out a new place today instead of Makan Place everyday x) Did our ITB project. Had chicken rice today.

Went to our classroom venue and waited outside for the class inside to finish before going in.

Had to present for our group today. We drew lots and i unluckily got 'speaker' T.T We only needed to present the introduction and conclusion. Unlike other classes, we did this within minutes. For those who had done this, it's the "if you could go to a country, where would it be?".

So one by one, we went up to present. I was nervous, as always :/ Captain andrew even filmed us so we could see how we acted during our speeches, so embarrassing! I did something silly in the ending xD and everyone laughed at my silliness T.T I said "so let's grab ourselves a ticket and fly to china now!" and i used my hand as a plane and i moved it like a flying plane, so stupid xD

Was so traumatised and embarrassed after~

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After all that, took a cab home to grab my retainers cause i forgot to bring them with me this afternoon.

Went for dental. The dentist told me i may have to put braces again :( Cause i have a gap in between my upper and lower teeth. And you know what the cause was? The clarinet.

She said before i played for this farewell thingy, my teeth were still fine then after that when i went back for dental, she said my teeth moved and she editted the retainers to see if it showed further results. Then this time i went back, she said it wasn't working. My teeth still had a hole :/

Sighh, i shall never play a clarinet ever again. Even if i did, i would probably want to do it when i'm 30 years old. So sorry, IJ alumni, doubt i can join.

She said it would rougly take about 9 months to simply pull my teeth together or faster depending on my progress, oh well, i suppose i don't mind. I'll just have to get used to everything all over again. The ulcers, the soring teeth. But that's about all? Sighh.

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On a lighter note, christina's going to the same cruise as me this friday! :D Well makes me slightly happier :) And I'll be going for my first inline skating tryouts tomorrow :) Kind of excited for it x) Finally, some action and fun! :D

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Other than that, my life's just plain agonising. Sigh.