the first O level subject

actually, it sounds like an illusion talking about the o levels. but i cant believe its next monday. thats right, its chinese. according to the higher chinese, the paper will be easy. but they are higher chinese people, so easy for them could be hard for us or something. its in fact too late to prepare for anything right now. even if i could memorise a whole list of proverbs and idioms, i might not be able to apply them well in times of the exam.

after the briefing, i realised that the procedure during an o level examination is quite troublesome. something about sticking some sticker with some bar code onto some paper, then put the other half on the top right hand corner of the table. but the fact that your answers would be written in an examination booklet is quite cool. at least there is no stress of seeing people around you continuously taking more paper to write on.

but i guess its pretty demoralising to see so many pieces of provided paper. i guess i always feel like ive got to almost deplete these writting materials. well, i just hope i dont see the amount of thing the other people write, whch would probably further stress me out during the exam.

i hope i can think flexibly on that day. able to give a variety of sentences to the markers :/ but how much profound can my basic chinese become? i just want an A so i dont have to redo another o levels chinese at the end of the year. not only am i wasting my time doing a second paper, im wasting money in buying another paper. though they all say the november paper is easier than the may's, i cant afford to waste time!

seeing the people around me with their superb chinese writing skills, i already feel quite depressed. sometimes laoshi reads their essays out, theyre always better than mine. concise, easy to understand passages and the use of language is smooth as well. sigh, i wish i could write that like. well, it is too late to do anything. i guess i can only cross my fingers on the paper my results now.

i really wonder about the chinese standards.. i hope i can do well. hate paper2, i always fail to score high marks on that.