countdown to doom!

that is correct! let me list the 'dooms'

number 1:
chemistry SPA on monday! i am so worried! i did so badly for my physics one :( and its counted for O levels! im uber depressed. first, my last year's physics SPA didnt exactly go well either, and now this year's one was wrongly done! i am totally dependent on my written physics paper now, which i will most probably do badly since i dont a single thing my teacher says! ahhh! so horrible! :(

number 2:
2.4km run is held in school for us! this is the worst thing that can ever happen! we'll have to run 12 rounds since the track is only 200m long. and naturally, its in all our mentalities that we will not make it! 12 rounds! thats simply insane. theres even a possibilty that our track's not even constructed to be exactly 200m! well how did i come to this conclusion?

last year, i actually got a 16.06mins for 2.4km run on the 400m track at NYJC. and got a 17+, nearing 18minutes for the 2.4km run on the 200m track in school! perhaps its all my mentality, but hows that possible? i didnt train for the run in the NYJC track and actually got a 16minutes! it was miraculous, even i couldnt believe myself. i even distinctly remember myself walking for almost one round on the 400m track under the scorching sun. and even without much walking on the 200m track, i only got a 16+ minutes in a cooling temperature. thats so sad!

cant get my gold anymore. stupid inclined pullups! didnt do 10 >:/ in fact, i got two lesser than last year's result. a horrible 7!

number 3:
the upcoming fantasia! i have a total of 20 tickets, 10 for friday and 10 for saturday. after about 2 to 3 weeks, i have only managed to sell 9 for friday and 7 for saturday.

does anybody want to come for...

FANTASIA VII
tickets are selling at the price of $15,
the dates are on Friday (18/4) and Saturday (19/4),
its being held at CJC Performaning Arts Centre.
its free seating :D

anyway! i dont think we're very well prepared for the concert yet. oh dear! got to return the money of the tickets to the teachers soon :( i hope something miraculous could happen on that day and make us sound angelic or something. perhaps the hall could do us that favour. from the experience of the last performance there :D hmmm.

number 4:
Mid years! thats right, its just a week after the concert! perhaps thats the reason why quite a lot of people cant make it for it :( its only about 3 weeks til exams! i am so NOT prepared! i havent managed to study much for it! so far, ive only read my chemistry, geography and social studies. theres still a bit of physics both my maths and history! waaa! i am doomed :(

number 5:
the beijing internation band competition! we were supposed to go to japan >:/ well that was totally random! i dont think im prepared. i sound like CRAP on my horrible reeds now! im so disappointed. whatever happened to the good reeds in this world? what happened to the once so qualitied vandorean :( they are getting lazy in producing good qualitied reeds xD all my reeds are either too thick or thin :'( im either too blasty or too airy, im so disappointed with myself as well! im so horrible!

sighh! what a life :(