ive been able to see a lot more about people recently.

i absolutely cannot wait for the Achordants album!

hmm, there is a sense of emptiness within me. i dont exactly know where it is radiating from? i dislike this feeling. it makes me feel sad and that im just wasting my life away. perhaps, thats what im really doing right now.

the '11th week' of school is soon over. im not exactly happy or sad. this is supposed to be the resting period for us, but the mountain load of homework is killing us all! there goes our break. in about 48 hours time, i'll have to put on the uniform again.

well, ive just returned from the laxest and most easy-going band camp. not in terms of discipline and punctuality, but the fact that we had sectionals for almost an entire day on friday. and once again, we have yet to accomplish much. i wouldnt say we havent done a thing, but just not enough to reach sir's target and all our goals of getting a gold in the beijing competition and of course fantasia. i think its quite impossible now :( i sound horrible, i hate myself (all my good reeds died)!

i cant help but laugh inside about you. strange behaviour of yours, haha. its awfully humorous! i wonder if you realise that yourself? how freaky!

we watched this japanese drama(?) during the 2 nights of band camp, 'Nodame Cantabile'. this originated from a japanese manga. i thought it was quite an interesting show. though i havent completed the whole series or planned to complete since o levels' just around the corner (well, i might consider completing after the 'oh-so-disliked' Os) , i would say the drama would look nicer than its animation. haha. no offence, but the animation doesnt exactly seem as 'lively' as its drama. i thought this show had a fair amount of music and humour and a bit of romance, rather balanced out unlike in some shows.

all right! i should get going, its terrible to think about doing all these exciting things knowing that the O levels' drawing near :(