horrible horrible horrible!

i hate this feeling of anxiety yet a little bit of possible hopelessness. waa! ive been waiting for a total of 15 days! yes, today is the 15th day :( when is it going to come. my mum says it'll take at least a month or so for something to arrive from overseas. am i going to wait til i go crazy or what!

everything seemed so fine a week ago til now, it suddenly struck me. what if, they delivered it wrongly! oh come on, which fellow countryman here would actually go back to the post office to return the wrong post :( well unless my assumption is wrong, and people who cares still exist, then perhaps it'll come to me :D

my address was written in small letters! i am so dead, what if they really did deliver it wrongly! urghs! how careless of me! why didnt i change the stupid address! i am uber angry at myself! horrible horrible horrible! i brought this upon myself :(

i received a very disgusting MMS yesterday. when i first opened the message under the sun in school, i thought the picture was rather dark, so i couldnt figure out the picture. then i took a closer look, and realised it was a picture of a naked man! sheesh. for some apparent reason, sitting seemingly in a bathtub staring right into the camera. what a silly thing to do. its either someone took it from his phone and forwarded to multiple people, or (as nicole suggested) he sent it to the wrong person. instead of his girlfriend, he typed in the wrong number and sent it to me :/

so stupid. i even got excited upon the thought of reporting this to the police. well, it was my first time getting 'prank' messages like this xD to think i had just watched crimewatch on channel 5 2 nights before, about the gang bullying a girl.

all righty! i shall sit here in solitude, waiting for achordants to come.. sighs~

hmms, its mr chan's concert this saturday. another beautiful studying saturday gone. ahh! exams are so near! its about 5 weeks to go and i have only touched up on my first few chapters of chemistry (most of them still incomplete) and physical geography (unable to remember everything yet). oh how horrigible! ive been slacking way too much now!

and the worst part is,



i brought this all upon myself!! :((