:'(

i feel all funny inside. besides the fact that its the o levels year for us, i dont exactly know what. but it feels empty. its been almost 10years in IJ. and these secondary years are the fastest to pass. i remember the days when i was thinking about the need to pass another 4 long years, but in just practically a few blinks of the eye, its almost the end of the 4 years. and i'll have to leave the school and enter a new life.

well, i know most of the people will most probably enter JCs. im still not so sure as to where to head for. if i go into a poly, then i wont be able to see all the other people anymore :( but this isnt exactly a sad factor.

just on a totally random note, why am i so lousy in ss/hist? im so disappointed with myself. horrible! this is one of the minor sad factors xD

anyway, stepping down may be another sad factor for me. 3 years (not all were good) of 'band-ing'. i guess its kind of sad now that i have to leave it. additionally, the standard is really dropping :( another minor sad factor. i was wondering am i the only one thinking about so many things right now? i feel like the only worrying for o levels. everytime i ask the people around me, they seem so relaxed :/

i was standing at the 159 bus stand in the interchange yesterday and was randomly thinking of band 2 years ago, when i was sec2. i faintly remember how my section was treated and got rather, hmmm im not sure what i was feeling. but this flickering feeling of sadness and anger xD i probably shouldnt be putting up all these things here :/ well well, if any old senior who graduated in 2006, just wanted to say that.. i really hated some of you. not being grudgeful or emo here. but just wanted you all to know what b*t*h*s some of you were.

right right, lets not reminisce on things like that.