after numerous persuasions, i am here to blog!

well, what can i say? it isnt a very pleasant holiday so far. there are so many upcoming events. one of which consist of section competition, my job attachment and the 'faith, hope and love' yearend band concert! that is simply too many things to think and worry about!

i wonder hows the other sections doing in preparing for section competition? i know it sure isnt an easy job coordinating for the people who are away on job attachment or some people who are still recovering from examination stress or depression. haha. well, the tickets for the yearend concert is selling like hotcakes for me. maybe cause i was only given 5 tickets? well, no worries! we can get more tickets from the teachers (hopefully, they still have some left) for the mong family if anyone is interested =D im reserving one for you vanessa! haha.

i cant believe the audition is going to be like the fantasia one! that is just so stressful! i cant perform my best infront of small crowds especially with people i know! right right, here comes the famous phrase: "if you cant even perform of us today, imagine you perform infront of 1000 people on the concert itself!". im sure some of you who have suffered from crowd trauma would know where this would probably come out from xD ahh! im definitely one of them, i dont want to screw my scores like in the previous auditions!

and i feel that its not fair that my job had to start so late! i feel that i'll miss out on things for some reason? and i refuse to wear all those office wears! its so disgustingly OLD for people of age 15!! the stuff i borrowed from my aunt to try on were so old looking on me! its not the time to wear things that emphasises my wrinkles now xD

well well! im happy that at least ive completed about 80% of my homework while the others are out on job attachment =) wish me luck for the auditions, i guess i'll blog more about the upcoming events after theyre FINALLY over! =D