another year is about to end!

i watched the movie '881' last night with my mum, aunt uncle and cousin. the movie was maybe 75% hokkien, something i dont understand xD well fortunately there was subtitles. the movie was funny at some parts and touching at another part. the hokkien language makes it sound rather vulgar xD i guess thats the nature of hokkien anyway. (all of the very vulgar words are in hokkien xD) overall, it was good.

anyway, went for breakfast at cafe cartel with my aunt and grandmother. we havent seen each other for a few months already! though i dont remember it being that long. right. anyway, i feel like i have been wasting my life away! it feels empty today. exams are nearing and i should be studying! i just finished studying 'chemical analysis' and preparing for the test on the first day of school. theres going to be orals too! im quite nervous about it. it was well considered my first actual oral! with picture discussion i think. i havent done the picture discussion before! and im not sure if i can potray every detail of the picture in words! ahhh!

chinese orals are also around the corner! and i havent studied or prepared anything for it! i just hope i can make up a lot of nonsense on the spot. sheesh if only i was as chinese fluent as my mother. xD i just hope i can do well for all my orals! urghs i hate stuff like these. especially the fact that we'll be talking to teachers we know! xD i think i would fair better if i talked to some other teacher cause they wouldnt remember me and my nonsense xD on a second thought, orals are plain scary!

my mother just told me that there are actually 500+ people who are of the age 100 and above! oh my goodness! i guess the technological advancements in singapore are at turbo speed! now the old people get a hell of a medical treatment and stuff xD noo! i dont want to live that long! that'll be horrible!, torture! urghs i'll become all old and fragile xD and not forgetting the fact that i'll be carrying a lot more burden by then! ahhh! thats terrible. i was thinking aout 'leaving' at the age of 70+. but this morning my aunt had said that people of 70 years old are already considered young now when talking to my grandmother. like what the hell! i cant stand to live for that long a time! right, i'd better stop talking about this xD maybe i'll add on to the years i got to live! haha.