This is annoying me!

this is so unfair! now my mother is vending her silly anger on me!? i hate her!!!

you know i was just innocently reading dora's latest blog entries and she walked passed me singing this funny song which i wasnt even paying attention to. then i laughed at what dora had written in her post which my mother thought as an 'insuilt' and then she suddenly thought i was laughing at her singing which i didnt even hear and then she came to me
and started saying shit like "you dont think i dont know youre laughing at me" blablabla "i study psychology" or whatever! i wasnt even laughing at her for goodness sakes?!

for a moment i thought everything was fine cause she didnt sound mad, but then after 5minutes she walked out of the kitchen and she started saying "i am disappointed in you" blablabla "all these hardwork was for nothing" blabla she made it sound like the whole world's against her. what has she to be depressed over!? I should be the one thinking the whole world's against me! I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! she ALWAYS assumes things. this is NOT the first time shes blamed me for something i didnt do!

and now she completely angry talking about "you are you and i am myself" THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF DAMN IT!!! shes like freaking petty!! and she NEVER fails to hurt my freaking feelings!!! I HATE THIS SHIT! its always me! you know she blamed me for not folding the clothes? but hello i did yesterday! but she put another pile a few minutes after and thats why i didnt fold. but she doesnt expect me to fold it the first thing after i wake up right!? shit ass!

and now shes BLAMING ME! VENDING HER ANGER ON ME! SAYING SHES DISAPPOINTED IN WHAT PEOPLE ARE TREATING HER AS! I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING!!!!! DONT BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING LITTLE TRIVIAL THING THAT HAPPENED IN HER LIFE. ITS NOT MY FAULT ANYWAY! how i wish i could just cry my troubles away. lucky her, she can just threaten and insult me because im her shit daughter and its her house im living in. shit nonsense. I HATE MY LIFE!

how i wish i could just.. grow wings and fly away from this corrupted world. corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted corrupted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps. i think should study psychology and find out what the shit shes thinking!!